Tuesday, November 5, 2013

I miss you.

I miss you.
I miss the way you held me that first time when i was angry and hurting. i miss the way you held my hand in yours and caressed it, kissed it, brushed my fingers backwards against your warm cheek. i miss dancing, and your head against mine. i miss the look in your eyes as you touched me... as i touched you...
I want you back.
If you want me too.. why did you leave? I'm "incredible", but not enough to fight for? You've been hurt. I get that. She screwed you over. She threw away your love like an old gum wrapper in her jeans pocket. why would she waste someone like you? and why would I do the same? she left you for what she thought was "better". Well he wasn't, was he? you know that better than anyone. But I'm not going to leave you for "better". Why would I? I've already found the best there is. What more could I want? what else would I desire?
I want you. i miss you. i long for those sweet and simple moments, same as you, spent in your arms and loving gaze. I want to feel special again. I want you to be the love of my life once more. oh, woe is me! I cant move on. I've tried too hard once too many times to let go so soon. I'm trapped in our brief exchanges.
I'm trapped in who we were.

I miss you.
I love you.
I want you.

All I ever wanted was you..