He held her as her tears softly rolled down her cheeks and onto his chest. Her silhouetted face rested against his shoulder. He reached down and tilted her fragile chin to face him. He waited an eternity for her confidence to to return his gaze. her shattered eyes drifted up to meet his. And for one breif, fleeting moment, they were together. The world melted into her eyes and his lips. They were whole together, complete and understanding. But fading. Suddenly they were as before, him distant, her despairing. He turned away. She looked down. Their oneness was forever lost. And so is said, Goodbye.

I miss you.

I miss you.
I miss the way you held me that first time when i was angry and hurting. i miss the way you held my hand in yours and caressed it, kissed it, brushed my fingers backwards against your warm cheek. i miss dancing, and your head against mine. i miss the look in your eyes as you touched me... as i touched you...
I want you back.
If you want me too.. why did you leave? I'm "incredible", but not enough to fight for? You've been hurt. I get that. She screwed you over. She threw away your love like an old gum wrapper in her jeans pocket. why would she waste someone like you? and why would I do the same? she left you for what she thought was "better". Well he wasn't, was he? you know that better than anyone. But I'm not going to leave you for "better". Why would I? I've already found the best there is. What more could I want? what else would I desire?
I want you. i miss you. i long for those sweet and simple moments, same as you, spent in your arms and loving gaze. I want to feel special again. I want you to be the love of my life once more. oh, woe is me! I cant move on. I've tried too hard once too many times to let go so soon. I'm trapped in our brief exchanges.
I'm trapped in who we were.

I miss you.
I love you.
I want you.

All I ever wanted was you..

Thats It?

Am I not good enough for you?

Is there something wrong with me? Is that why you left..? Because I'm not what you were looking for?

Fuck you. How can i believe anything you've ever said? You called me beautiful... said you loved me... that you liked being with me. And now youre just... done with me? thats it? This wasnt all me. You started it too. It wasnt all my idea. you wanted this, too. And you said there was more to it than "friends with benefits". there was real love. Or were you confused? lust feels like love sometimes. The only times you wanted me were for more than innocent love. I showed you a whole new type of love and you... used me. You fucking used me. I told you no that night, at the playground in the rain. But you wanted it. You always get what you want. you wanted me so you got me, you want me gone so you left. thats probably why you never said you wouldnt leave me. because you  knew you would eventually. And the worst part is if you want me again... youll get me. because i cant let go. im too far gone, thanks to you. I cant leave you. Because even though you walked over me and threw me out, I still love you like a stupid love song. So fuck you. do you know how much youre giving up? im awesome. i mean.. i thought so.

I thought this was real for you too.