Thats It?

Am I not good enough for you?

Is there something wrong with me? Is that why you left..? Because I'm not what you were looking for?

Fuck you. How can i believe anything you've ever said? You called me beautiful... said you loved me... that you liked being with me. And now youre just... done with me? thats it? This wasnt all me. You started it too. It wasnt all my idea. you wanted this, too. And you said there was more to it than "friends with benefits". there was real love. Or were you confused? lust feels like love sometimes. The only times you wanted me were for more than innocent love. I showed you a whole new type of love and you... used me. You fucking used me. I told you no that night, at the playground in the rain. But you wanted it. You always get what you want. you wanted me so you got me, you want me gone so you left. thats probably why you never said you wouldnt leave me. because you  knew you would eventually. And the worst part is if you want me again... youll get me. because i cant let go. im too far gone, thanks to you. I cant leave you. Because even though you walked over me and threw me out, I still love you like a stupid love song. So fuck you. do you know how much youre giving up? im awesome. i mean.. i thought so.

I thought this was real for you too. 

Song- Silhouette

I closed my eyes and you were there

Opened them again and you were gone
I reached out to touch you
Though I knew I'd grasp at nothing
Fingers slipping through the open air

Will you remind me of a time when you were always there for me
Just like when we first met
Make a promise to me now
'Cause you're fading like a memory
I'm in love with a silhouette

I'm waiting for you
To be the one who picks me up off of the ground
I'm waiting for you
To save me from this loneliness I feel
Though I know in my mind
You'll never give yourself to me..
I can always hope
That eventually you'll see

We belong together
We were made for each other
And even though it sounds like a delusional state
My mind knows I'm going crazy for you