Thats It?

Am I not good enough for you?

Is there something wrong with me? Is that why you left..? Because I'm not what you were looking for?

Fuck you. How can i believe anything you've ever said? You called me beautiful... said you loved me... that you liked being with me. And now youre just... done with me? thats it? This wasnt all me. You started it too. It wasnt all my idea. you wanted this, too. And you said there was more to it than "friends with benefits". there was real love. Or were you confused? lust feels like love sometimes. The only times you wanted me were for more than innocent love. I showed you a whole new type of love and you... used me. You fucking used me. I told you no that night, at the playground in the rain. But you wanted it. You always get what you want. you wanted me so you got me, you want me gone so you left. thats probably why you never said you wouldnt leave me. because you  knew you would eventually. And the worst part is if you want me again... youll get me. because i cant let go. im too far gone, thanks to you. I cant leave you. Because even though you walked over me and threw me out, I still love you like a stupid love song. So fuck you. do you know how much youre giving up? im awesome. i mean.. i thought so.

I thought this was real for you too.